{ in truth, it hasn't even been a full day. he's trying to do too much at once, trying to pretend everything is fine--partly because he needs to do the work for this (to report to olwen, to pass on information) before it becomes too late--and he won't be able to if he lets himself crumble now. }

Not right now, no. At least... not as long as anyone doesn't enter that place. If they try to, it wouldn't just be me in trouble.

...I'll talk more clearly about it when I've had the time to process it.