{ there's a lot he isn't saying. that he had to watch kaveh die first. that it will likely forever be ingrained in his memory, as a time he failed a friend and how horrific it was on top of that. kaveh hallucinating alhaitham being there and his cries of pain are going to give him nightmares.
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so he doesn't sleep. simple, isn't it? }
I don't know.
{ it's an honest answer, at least. }